so, KTT. as i probably had said before (in my friendster blog) i am forced by my dearest daddy to enroll in this college and accept this scholar that MARA offers. my original plan was me going to IIUM so that i can just stay at home. and i got the offer! but my parents wants me to go to Egypt. my family wants me to do medicine and be a doctor. but i'm just so not into it.
it's not like i hate it or what. but i'm kind of...scared. i cant watch medic tv. i cant watch people doing operation. i cant even watch people get stitched! it scared the hell outta me! besides, i love physics and and i just feel so sad to abandon this subject that i passionately love. and how on earth can i go to a place which is total strange to me alone and with the rest KiTT students who obviously think i'm stuck up. i'm not trying to be cynicle or what but i think all the girls here hold the same perspective of me. negetive ones. also the boys. *i think*
i'm not rude. i'm just not friendly. i dont really feel comfortable talking to people that are new to me. everyone knows that. but how come these people doesnt know it? my dad says that i should change this attitude cuz ppl will mistaken me forever as rude person. sigh..whatever. i tried dad..
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